
Some wounds are generational.
They connect us
through unspoken bonds
of blood,
bone,
and memory.
They are inherited
like old recipes,
family heirlooms,
and names carved into weathered gravestones.
Except no one speaks
of these inheritances.
Only the silence.
Only the tightening jaw.
Only the little girl
who learns to apologize
before she knows
what she has done wrong.
Only the mother
who loved
the best she could
with hands that were never taught
how to hold themselves.
I used to believe
the mother wound
was born
inside one Woman.
I know better now.
It is older than her.
Older than her mother.
Older than the grandmother
whose laughter
was swallowed
by survival.
It travels.
From womb to womb.
From daughter to daughter.
A ghost
wearing
different faces.
We inherit
the unfinished grief
of Women
who were told
their hunger
was dangerous.
Their anger
unbecoming.
Their voices
too loud.
Their bodies
belonged
to everyone
but themselves.
Until one Woman…
says:
No.
Not because she hates
the Women who came before.
Because she loves
the Women
who will come after.
Do you know
what it costs
to break a generational curse?
Everything.
You become
the family disappointment.
The difficult one.
The Woman
who asks forbidden questions.
Who names
what everyone else
has learned
to survive by denying.
You mourn
people
who are still alive.
You bury
versions of yourself
that were built
only to keep
the peace.
You become
the fire alarm
inside a house
that has grown comfortable
with smoke.
And no one
thanks the alarm.
Not at first.
Breaking the curse
is not beautiful.
It is ugly.
It is blistered hands
pulling roots
that have wrapped themselves
around your spine.
It is learning
that forgiveness
does not always
mean reconciliation.
It is discovering
that compassion
does not require
your continued sacrifice.
It is standing
at the edge
of your bloodline
and saying:
It ends here.
Not because
I am stronger
than my mothers.
But because
their prayers
finally found
a body
willing
to answer them.
Perhaps
I was never born
to carry
this pain forever.
Perhaps
I was born
to become
the threshold.
The Woman
who looked
an Ancient wound
in the eyes
and refused
to pass it
to the next generation.
This is how
the spell is broken.
Not with perfect love.
Not without grief.
But with one battered hand
reaching backward
to bless the Women
who could not escape
while the other
reaches forward
to children,
to daughters,
to sons,
to every future soul
I will never meet,
unburdened.
Because I chose
to carry the wound
only long enough
to teach it
how to become
an ending.
Jaclyn Cherie
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