Pluto went retrograde on April 25th. It will be retrograde until the 4th of October.
Welcome to the Summer of our Discontent.
Not gonna lie, since the big Saturn Pluto conjunction in January, it has felt a bit like all Hell has broken loose.
The world in is chaos right now.
If you are at all sensitive to energy, you’ve been feeling this energy intensely.
Now that Pluto has gone retrograde, it has turned its energy inward on us.
In other words, Pluto has gone in to the Underworld of our unconscious to do the things he does best, shadow work.
Flushing out the ghosts and demons in our psyche.
They hide there.
We think they are gone because out of sight out of mind, but really they are sleeping or biding their time and getting stronger in the dark.
Pluto finds them out, because he knows how they are and how they hide and he flushes them out. He gives you the chance to see them and transform them into power and self-knowledge. But so often they overwhelm us. We may get one or two before they take us down, but the ones we miss go back into their hiding places to wait again.
We all have our own personal demons, but we also share some universal ones.
One of those is Doubt.
Doubt is a fucking bastard.
You can’t ever kill it.
However, you can make it smaller and less likely to flow over in to all areas of your life.
One of my favorite stories about doubt is Orpheus and Eurydice.
It’s beautiful and sad, a classic tragic love story. Orpheus, the son of Apollo, was a musician. No human or beast could resist the beautiful music he played. He fell in love with Eurydice, a beautiful woman of charm and grace.
They marry and are very happily in love. Shortly after their marriage, Eurydice steps on a snake, is bitten, and dies instantly. Orpheus is inconsolable. He sings his grief so beautifully, that he is able move every being in this world and the next. His father Apollo urges him to speak to Hades and Persephone. He gives Orpheus protection so he can journey to the Underworld.
Once there, he speaks with Hades and Persephone in the court of the Underworld. He sings his song for them and brings Persephone to tears, and surprisingly Hades as well. They allow Eurydice to leave the Underworld with Orpheus.
But nothing worth having comes without a price.
Orpheus must lead and Eurydice must follow, and as long as they are both in the Underworld Orpheus must not turn back to look at her. If he does, she must stay in the Underworld and be lost to him forever.
If he is patient and trusts that she is following, he will have her by his side in the world again. He thinks no problem, he has faith in the Gods and he is a patient man. They start their way out of the Underworld. As they walked, Orpheus could not hear her footsteps behind him.
Doubt started to overtake him.
Would the Gods really would do what they said they would do?
They made it all the way to the edge of the Underworld and the doubt finally over took Orpheus.
He turned to see Eurydice being pulled back into the Underworld, lost to him forever.
Doubt is Caution’s toxic shadow side, which is why we can never really get rid of it.
However, if you let it get out of check, it spreads like an infection. It’s good to be cautious, but you still have to have some hope and some trust in yourself and others.
Fear is another one of those universal demons.
It’s related to Doubt and Caution, but it’s much worse.
It’s a shapeshifter.
It looks different to everyone and it knows exactly where it needs to hit us to completely paralyze us. One of Fear’s biggest weapons, is the lies it tells us. It uses lies that it hears from Doubt to manipulate and control us. It’s a toxic little mix down there in the dark.
One of my favorite episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer is called Fear Itself. It’s Halloween and everyone is going to a haunted house that ends in a party at a frat house. While decorating they decide to use a sigil from some random book because it looks cool and they paint it on the floor. Someone cuts themselves and blood drips on the sigil and of course starts the summoning of something. Its happens. Turns out they have begun to summon Gachnar the Fear Demon. First, he takes over the house and brings to life all the Halloween decorations and locking in all the guests and closing walls behind them. He turns the house into a maze and keeps yelling “Release me!!!” The more fear that everyone shows the stronger and louder he gets. He gets into everyone’s head and starts manifesting their greatest fears. Some of those fears are psychological, like abandonment and loneliness and being invisible to people that you love. They end up at the room where the sigil is and figure out what’s going on. When the Gachnar finally does manifest, he turns out to be about 6 inches tall and then when everyone sees its actual size it gets squished.
Pluto right now is flushing these demons and a bunch of ghosts attached to them, out in your psyche. They come at you like a swarm sometimes and it feels bigger than it really is because it disorients you.
It’s scary and sometimes its actual panic and those are very real feelings but are they true?
If you could freeze the swarm for a moment and see it for what it really is, is it really what you thought it was?
Can you put those ghosts to rest and let them go?
The more you put to rest, the less will come out in the swarm the next time.
Pretty soon it’s just little bouts of fear and doubt from time to time, just to clean out the cobwebs. The smaller it is the easier it is to handle. This whole process is not a good time. Like at all.
It’s necessary, but all transformations are painful and often there is a pretty heavy price. What you gain however, is personal growth and becoming more whole. These are the themes of Pluto retrograde. This Plutonian energy is happening to us personally and globally.
And, we are probably all going to be forced to sit with it, distraction free because of the global pandemic, until Pluto goes direct on October 4th.
This is shadow work.
The more we acknowledge and accept our shadow sides, the more they become conscious and we can integrate them into the whole of our personality where it becomes power and knowledge that we can better control.
This article was written by guest Author and The Nephilim Rising’s Astrologer, Emily O’Keeffe.